I need someone...

Sometimes life is hard to get
you just can't understand it well
I had tried to deal with it
but sometimes I just give up.

Lately my :emotions: are running
confusing me a lot more
Making me feel even worse
I just can handle it anymore.

I need someone...
Someone to love me
someone that cares for me
someone that really care...

Finally all my hopes are gone
all the chances of getting someone vanishes
and my heart broken in million pieces
has just stop beating!

I'm dead...

The Shadow Behind your friendship

Once upon a time we were "siblings"
happily ever after our friendship grew along
now only what is left behind is a shadow
of lies and interest
that slightly destroyed us all

I loved you!
I swear I did...
But your attitude started changing
i wasn't your little brother anymore.

The sword maker came back
and the dark mistress of Ethiopia
took my place in your heart.

You betrayed our master,
stabbing her near the heart.
The mistress enchanted her with a spell
making her vulnerable to your next attack.

The sword maker silently but quickly
used his sword to cut the remaining pieces
that join us all together.

We still love you...
but when you finally realize the damage you have caused
it's going to be late...
Hope you finally realize that we love you...

Beyond the Horizon

At the end of the horizon
lies the path
the one i must choose
the one i must follow...

Behind me are my dreams
my sorrows
my loved ones
But what can you do when you need to move on?

I realize that i have done wrong
I choose dark paths
once in front of me
and my life has been corrupted,
i got lost behind my soul.

My friends are in with this
but for how long?
What should it take for them to leave me behind?
Should I just continue without them?

My questions drive me crazy...
Im almost insane...
I need a quick help, but there's no one around!
What should i do?

I just should leave...
that's all!

Preguntas...

Que hacemos de la vida cuando no sabemos enfrentarla? Donde encontrar soluciones a preguntas sin explicacion? Como solucionar el enigma de la vida? Son preguntas sin respuestas... Que respuesta le das tu?

Poem: Mi pecado

El dia en que mi alma oscurecio
y los cielos se esetremecieron
llegastes sutilmente
quitandome el mas minimo miedo.

Llenastes con confusion mis pensamientos
haciendome sentir desconcierto...
Fue entonces que libere
mis mas remotos deseos carnales
fuindiendome en la lujuria,
llenandome de ansias
consumando el pecado prohibido.

Mi alma se unio a la tuya,
conviertiendose en el dios del deseo.
El placer lleno la tierra
y se multiplicaron los dolores.

El pecado ya fue cometido
ahora solo somos
dos almas en el olvido...

Poem: The Change

Lately stuff is happening
that I can't explain
my mind is lost in translation...
What is happening?

I just can't get it yet
it's difficult to explain
there's knots on my mind.
Confusions and Contradictions
are battling inside.

Now the lonely feelings come along
the emptiness in my heart
is not filled with love.
And my stupid heart can't
just stop thinking about you!

My ideals are changing
my soul is now twisted
and everything I believe in
has just vanished...

Now, I find my self down
looking my self at the mirror
analyzing every sorrow.

Now I'll just stand up
walk away from everything
Enjoy my life and
start a new beginning!

Poem: My Challenge...

Life challenge us in different ways
and maybe this is my turn...

Nowadays I feel awkward
just being with out you.
You were everything I expected
from a relationship...

But wait!
Is what I'm saying the truth?
Well actually no!

I hoped for a companion
not a "known person"
I wanted love
you just gave me headaches
I wanted a friend
you made me your enemy.

But why? I may ask...
Maybe because you were
insecure of what you feel
and just maybe didn't wanted
to be alone...

But you did well playing
with my heart...
Yes! you broken it into millions
of pieces that no one is capable of
put them back together now.

You know what?
You were a nice experience in my life...
For you I made too many sacrifices for nothing!

But I don't hate you...
I just admire the way
you destroy beautiful things...

Poem: With no explanation!

I have so many things to write
but still don't know were to start.
The path i once began it's almost over,
me and you...
Forever lost in darkness and hate.

I loved you 'till death.
Suddenly you started to change.
Some things didn't make sense anymore,
you weren't the one I fell in love with no more.

Your coldness feelings froze my heart
and lonely you left me with no explanation.
My heart is now broken
with no one to pick up the little pieces.
There you are just staring at me...
with an emptiness in your look,
just like if someone had taken your soul.

You were my baby,
you were my life,
but only now were just nothing...

We are over....

Poem: How ignorance and stupidity take over a "friend"...

Aggressively you come and insult me
with no aparent reason.
If you are an adult like you say,
Why you mess around with child's play?

I'm not saying that I'm a kid,
just saying I did it for fun.
Knowledge is something you adquire,
is not something that your born with.
But even though my poems are rusty,
that's what college is for...

Maybe I shouldn't thank you
but I might do,
'cause you were the one who introduced me
the friends you now hate.

You should be ashamed!
You are the one who doesn't
have a purpose in life.
You are the one who goes around
with nothing else to do.
Your only companions are your
Ego, your ignorance and your silly girl.

I'm not scared,
you know why?
Because who carries the truth should prevail
Evil doers should perish.

I should not have pitty of you.
Your souls will burn with fire from hell
and you will scream for help.
No one will be there for you,
not even your ego,
not even your ignorance.

Your screw my friend,
your screw.

One day you asked me, why so much hate and darkness in your poems? The answer is that this world should be free of persons like you that only hurt people, even the ones who are trying to be there for them or just trying to be their friends. But thank you anyways... This is not just a poem, this is something that happen when ignorance and stupidity makes humans slaves of them. When they start doing shamefull things and they not have control off them selves anymore! You know what friend??? FUCK YOU!

Poem: All hail the Master

If you thought that you will hurt me
you were wrong
if you thought that everything you said
will mess my head out
you know what, it didn't happen

My master is the person that helps me when I need it
not like you and your hypocrisy that has let me bleeding
I thought your innocence was amusing,
but I forgot you call your self "Deadly Innocence"

I thought you were a crystal clear person
that you let your heart out for friends
but not even your boyfriend knows you that well

Even though my master has her flaws
I know she is a nice person and never lets me down.
My fellow minions are there for me
and I'm there for them too.

We are a happy family and nothing will separate us
not even your envy
not even your hate
not even your deadly innocence

I'm just going to let you know
that even though my master
is not your women anymore
that doesn't mean she is going to die ...

Bye bitch!

Poem: Not just another poem...

This is not just another poem

this is a cry for help

just trying to survive

in this jungle called life

Barely hanging tight

barely standing strong

feelings reach out of my soul

and I have to scream

Scream loud and clear

that even though i can't

help falling again

I will try not to do it

And if I do it it will not just be

a fall, it would be a new start

It would mean to reborn again

and start from scratches....

This wasn't just another poem

This just was something really deep

that I just wanted to tell you ...

Poem: Unexpected!

Life changes in a flash
something wrong could
happen any second
Time goes by...
then suddenly you found
yourself in darkness

Lack of faith
lack of hope
you struggle to survive
you try to open your eyes
but even though their open
their seem close.

Life is unfair
it hits you when
you less expect
but my dear friend
stand tall because
I'll be there for you
through the dark and the light
through the good and the bad

But remember that even though
life changes in a flash
our friendship will survive...
everything is going to be allright my friend!

This poem is dedicated to my dear friend Abelleny... Abe we love you bro!!!!

Poem: Feelings...

What do I really feel?

What are these thoughts

that are running trough my mind?

Hate, anger, sadness?

Trying to understand them is hard

Trying to live with them is harmful.

I will love to

Destroy everything

That attempts to hurt me

I will love to fly away

To a place that no one could find me.

I will attempt to

Create a new me

Behave differently

And change for good.

Do I really need to do this?

Do I really need to change?

I guess not 'cuz

Being my self is the

Best thing I can do…

Poem: The Slayer

I'm tired of being alone

With no one to hold

I really need you

Days had passed

And no signs

From you

You disappeared

Taking my soul

Taking my dreams like the destroyer of souls

You mark me for life

I will love to die

Between your arms

And make you cry

Girl, what do I

Have to do

So I can erase you

From my deepest thoughts?

How will I ever

Delete the virus

On the hard drive

Of my heart?

Someday it will happen

And what day you will

Be the one destroyed!

Poem: The Destroyer of Souls

Why hate you?

Because you destroyed who I was

Because you took the most precious of me

And turned my world into total darkness.

Will I found a light at the end?

Will I finally find peace within my self?

I really don't know!

One day the sun will rise

And it's going to be

Like you were never here

I will survive, and love will find me again.

That's why I hate you

Because you destroyed me

But I forgive you

Because something new

Was born from the ashes…