There is no place to go...

Here I found my self
After all the battles fought
Struggling with survival
Every time I have lost.

Even when my strength have failed me You have give me the power to survive
But I can't handle this any more.

I'm scared of lonely
And tired of being taken by fool.
Left out behind
Hurt and alone.

And I pray to find hope
Search and search
And no luck.

So I sit down and cry
Cuz there is no home
There is no place for me
Now where do I go?

Beyond those doors...

And I went through those doors
Wondering what would I find.
With nothing else in mind,
I left everything behind.
I started walking, wondering around.
All I saw were nightmares,
All I heard were scary sounds…
And I got terrified.
Where was I?
And I started to cry…
I sobbed like someone had died.
And the darkness started to clear….
And there I saw him, lying on the floor.
My heart … It was bleeding… it was hurt.
I looked at my chest… a huge hole… I was missing it.
When did this happen? Who did this to me?
And the darkness starting to overthrown the light… and I got scared.
Run … my heart told me… there’s nothing you can do now.
I won’t give up… I won’t die… I WON’T!

It's Just Life!

Once again you had marked me.
Giving me the burden of my memory,
The pain that becomes greater
Every time it happens again.

Oh God when will this end?
Or it will this be a punishment?
Do I have any choice?
DO I?

And it comes again…
Once more to hit me…
Suffering… loss… triumph… and glory.
Missery and pitty… Joy and love.

What do I do with this?
IT’S JUST LIFE… LIVE IT!

Not fair at all...

Some say is all fair in love and war
but I believe that's an understatement.
I lived... I laughed... I cried...
And every one of those actions marked me.

Good or bad
great or not
love is not fair for anyone...
Yes anyone...

You loose, i loose ...
she or he looses too...
In the end... Someone always looses ...
Why?

Cuz life is just not fair at all...

Thinking...

As my day goes by
Many things I realize
And when it comes to you
I know when I need to stop.

Making me happy is what is all about
And giving me hope is what u do most
But surely I miss those moments
When all u do is give me love.

Baby u r my sunshine
You have my soul
And I don't want to leave u
As long as u don't do me wrong

Your my life...
I am yours


And nothing will ever matter
If you leave me alone.

LIFE

Life...
Full with energy,
Filled with charge.
Guides me through my memories
on a single flash.

Every single moment
that I spend alive
reminds me of my reason...
Why I must survive

And even if my memory
comes to fail one time
I would have a lifetime
to fulfill and it will suffice.

My toys...

I posses a vast collection of toys.

Each one with a unique property,

They are special…



I care for them individually.

Each of them has a place in my heart,

I care for them…



They bring me joy.

Each one listens to me when I’m in need,

They care…



They would listen to you to.

Each one can care for you too,

I promise…



But turn them back you will…

They are mine, and mine alone!

THEY ARE MINE!



Care for them…

Because their mine…

They are…



They are…



They are...



MINE

The Lie

Hiding in the shadows of what happiness supposed to be
Trying to fool myself that everything I was doing was ok
I continue to succumb in the pain, the sorrow takes over me.

I live a lie.

They told me what’s wrong, they know…
I know
So why haven’t I fix this?

I live a lie.

The emptiness I felt before is now filled up with troubles.
I realize why I’m doing this…
I’m scare of choosing wrong.
I’m scare of lonely.

I’m living a lie?

Everyone thinks I’m a strong man.
Only few know my vulnerability,
The ones who told me, the ones that know.

They know my lie!

I need to make a choice…
The one that is going to follow me forever.
The one that is the key…
The key for Happiness.

I’m ending the lie…

It’s my time
It’s my life
And you’re out of it!

The lie is no more…

Everything Your NOT!

Envy you…

Sometimes

Wanna be you…

NEVER!

WHY?

You are not men enough!

I’m a dreamer… a believer

You …

Just lost your way…

I thought I wanted to be like you

But I realize

I’m everything your not…

Scarred

Thunders crash
Rain falls down
And I cry my heart out
Because you broke me.
It beats…
It’s still alive… barely
Hope is what is keeping it like that
The hope you come back.

The wind blows
Feels like a monsoon
And my tears are flooding the floors.
The scar you made on my heart is killing me.

The earth shakes
And the sky falls
I’m almost gone
And you haven’t come.

I LOST hope
You never came…
Now I’m gone…
I left.

Wot do u want from me?

This is the day that my muse came back from a long vacation.

I called her for an emergency,

I can’t hold this grudge anymore…

What do you want from me?

You mess me up!

You expect a lot from me,

You want me to be like you,

But why? Really?

What do you want from me?

Do you enjoy this?

I’m vulnerable… I am

But this is a thing of two

Speak clearly!

What do you want from me?

Live without you…

I think I can.

It would hurt… I might die

This is what you want? Really?

What do you want from me?

Please tell me,

Because all I want from you is

LOVE