Beyond the Horizon

At the end of the horizon
lies the path
the one i must choose
the one i must follow...

Behind me are my dreams
my sorrows
my loved ones
But what can you do when you need to move on?

I realize that i have done wrong
I choose dark paths
once in front of me
and my life has been corrupted,
i got lost behind my soul.

My friends are in with this
but for how long?
What should it take for them to leave me behind?
Should I just continue without them?

My questions drive me crazy...
Im almost insane...
I need a quick help, but there's no one around!
What should i do?

I just should leave...
that's all!

Preguntas...

Que hacemos de la vida cuando no sabemos enfrentarla? Donde encontrar soluciones a preguntas sin explicacion? Como solucionar el enigma de la vida? Son preguntas sin respuestas... Que respuesta le das tu?

Poem: Mi pecado

El dia en que mi alma oscurecio
y los cielos se esetremecieron
llegastes sutilmente
quitandome el mas minimo miedo.

Llenastes con confusion mis pensamientos
haciendome sentir desconcierto...
Fue entonces que libere
mis mas remotos deseos carnales
fuindiendome en la lujuria,
llenandome de ansias
consumando el pecado prohibido.

Mi alma se unio a la tuya,
conviertiendose en el dios del deseo.
El placer lleno la tierra
y se multiplicaron los dolores.

El pecado ya fue cometido
ahora solo somos
dos almas en el olvido...

Poem: The Change

Lately stuff is happening
that I can't explain
my mind is lost in translation...
What is happening?

I just can't get it yet
it's difficult to explain
there's knots on my mind.
Confusions and Contradictions
are battling inside.

Now the lonely feelings come along
the emptiness in my heart
is not filled with love.
And my stupid heart can't
just stop thinking about you!

My ideals are changing
my soul is now twisted
and everything I believe in
has just vanished...

Now, I find my self down
looking my self at the mirror
analyzing every sorrow.

Now I'll just stand up
walk away from everything
Enjoy my life and
start a new beginning!

Poem: My Challenge...

Life challenge us in different ways
and maybe this is my turn...

Nowadays I feel awkward
just being with out you.
You were everything I expected
from a relationship...

But wait!
Is what I'm saying the truth?
Well actually no!

I hoped for a companion
not a "known person"
I wanted love
you just gave me headaches
I wanted a friend
you made me your enemy.

But why? I may ask...
Maybe because you were
insecure of what you feel
and just maybe didn't wanted
to be alone...

But you did well playing
with my heart...
Yes! you broken it into millions
of pieces that no one is capable of
put them back together now.

You know what?
You were a nice experience in my life...
For you I made too many sacrifices for nothing!

But I don't hate you...
I just admire the way
you destroy beautiful things...

Poem: With no explanation!

I have so many things to write
but still don't know were to start.
The path i once began it's almost over,
me and you...
Forever lost in darkness and hate.

I loved you 'till death.
Suddenly you started to change.
Some things didn't make sense anymore,
you weren't the one I fell in love with no more.

Your coldness feelings froze my heart
and lonely you left me with no explanation.
My heart is now broken
with no one to pick up the little pieces.
There you are just staring at me...
with an emptiness in your look,
just like if someone had taken your soul.

You were my baby,
you were my life,
but only now were just nothing...

We are over....