Monday, August 16, 2010

LIFE

Life...
Full with energy,
Filled with charge.
Guides me through my memories
on a single flash.

Every single moment
that I spend alive
reminds me of my reason...
Why I must survive

And even if my memory
comes to fail one time
I would have a lifetime
to fulfill and it will suffice.

My toys...

I posses a vast collection of toys.

Each one with a unique property,

They are special…



I care for them individually.

Each of them has a place in my heart,

I care for them…



They bring me joy.

Each one listens to me when I’m in need,

They care…



They would listen to you to.

Each one can care for you too,

I promise…



But turn them back you will…

They are mine, and mine alone!

THEY ARE MINE!



Care for them…

Because their mine…

They are…



They are…



They are...



MINE

The Lie

Hiding in the shadows of what happiness supposed to be
Trying to fool myself that everything I was doing was ok
I continue to succumb in the pain, the sorrow takes over me.

I live a lie.

They told me what’s wrong, they know…
I know
So why haven’t I fix this?

I live a lie.

The emptiness I felt before is now filled up with troubles.
I realize why I’m doing this…
I’m scare of choosing wrong.
I’m scare of lonely.

I’m living a lie?

Everyone thinks I’m a strong man.
Only few know my vulnerability,
The ones who told me, the ones that know.

They know my lie!

I need to make a choice…
The one that is going to follow me forever.
The one that is the key…
The key for Happiness.

I’m ending the lie…

It’s my time
It’s my life
And you’re out of it!

The lie is no more…

Everything Your NOT!

Envy you…

Sometimes

Wanna be you…

NEVER!

WHY?

You are not men enough!

I’m a dreamer… a believer

You …

Just lost your way…

I thought I wanted to be like you

But I realize

I’m everything your not…

Scarred

Thunders crash
Rain falls down
And I cry my heart out
Because you broke me.
It beats…
It’s still alive… barely
Hope is what is keeping it like that
The hope you come back.

The wind blows
Feels like a monsoon
And my tears are flooding the floors.
The scar you made on my heart is killing me.

The earth shakes
And the sky falls
I’m almost gone
And you haven’t come.

I LOST hope
You never came…
Now I’m gone…
I left.

Wot do u want from me?

This is the day that my muse came back from a long vacation.

I called her for an emergency,

I can’t hold this grudge anymore…

What do you want from me?

You mess me up!

You expect a lot from me,

You want me to be like you,

But why? Really?

What do you want from me?

Do you enjoy this?

I’m vulnerable… I am

But this is a thing of two

Speak clearly!

What do you want from me?

Live without you…

I think I can.

It would hurt… I might die

This is what you want? Really?

What do you want from me?

Please tell me,

Because all I want from you is

LOVE

Friday, February 6, 2009

Poem: Taken

I didn't know how it started it
i just follow your game,
your sweetness just seduced me.
I couldn't resist.

I started thinking...
What is he trying to say?
Is he into me...?
or is it all in my head?

Your silly games continue,
they were getting so close...
so personal...
so hot...

My head is still spining...
I still dream about you.
That night on the river...
just me and you.

Your breathing...
Your touch...
Your lips...
It was a religious experience!

Every part of my body desires you.
I just want to be with you...
Be in your arms forever.
But i know is not goin to happen...

You are TAKEN.