I need someone...

Sometimes life is hard to get
you just can't understand it well
I had tried to deal with it
but sometimes I just give up.

Lately my :emotions: are running
confusing me a lot more
Making me feel even worse
I just can handle it anymore.

I need someone...
Someone to love me
someone that cares for me
someone that really care...

Finally all my hopes are gone
all the chances of getting someone vanishes
and my heart broken in million pieces
has just stop beating!

I'm dead...

The Shadow Behind your friendship

Once upon a time we were "siblings"
happily ever after our friendship grew along
now only what is left behind is a shadow
of lies and interest
that slightly destroyed us all

I loved you!
I swear I did...
But your attitude started changing
i wasn't your little brother anymore.

The sword maker came back
and the dark mistress of Ethiopia
took my place in your heart.

You betrayed our master,
stabbing her near the heart.
The mistress enchanted her with a spell
making her vulnerable to your next attack.

The sword maker silently but quickly
used his sword to cut the remaining pieces
that join us all together.

We still love you...
but when you finally realize the damage you have caused
it's going to be late...
Hope you finally realize that we love you...

Beyond the Horizon

At the end of the horizon
lies the path
the one i must choose
the one i must follow...

Behind me are my dreams
my sorrows
my loved ones
But what can you do when you need to move on?

I realize that i have done wrong
I choose dark paths
once in front of me
and my life has been corrupted,
i got lost behind my soul.

My friends are in with this
but for how long?
What should it take for them to leave me behind?
Should I just continue without them?

My questions drive me crazy...
Im almost insane...
I need a quick help, but there's no one around!
What should i do?

I just should leave...
that's all!

Preguntas...

Que hacemos de la vida cuando no sabemos enfrentarla? Donde encontrar soluciones a preguntas sin explicacion? Como solucionar el enigma de la vida? Son preguntas sin respuestas... Que respuesta le das tu?

Poem: Mi pecado

El dia en que mi alma oscurecio
y los cielos se esetremecieron
llegastes sutilmente
quitandome el mas minimo miedo.

Llenastes con confusion mis pensamientos
haciendome sentir desconcierto...
Fue entonces que libere
mis mas remotos deseos carnales
fuindiendome en la lujuria,
llenandome de ansias
consumando el pecado prohibido.

Mi alma se unio a la tuya,
conviertiendose en el dios del deseo.
El placer lleno la tierra
y se multiplicaron los dolores.

El pecado ya fue cometido
ahora solo somos
dos almas en el olvido...

Poem: The Change

Lately stuff is happening
that I can't explain
my mind is lost in translation...
What is happening?

I just can't get it yet
it's difficult to explain
there's knots on my mind.
Confusions and Contradictions
are battling inside.

Now the lonely feelings come along
the emptiness in my heart
is not filled with love.
And my stupid heart can't
just stop thinking about you!

My ideals are changing
my soul is now twisted
and everything I believe in
has just vanished...

Now, I find my self down
looking my self at the mirror
analyzing every sorrow.

Now I'll just stand up
walk away from everything
Enjoy my life and
start a new beginning!

Poem: My Challenge...

Life challenge us in different ways
and maybe this is my turn...

Nowadays I feel awkward
just being with out you.
You were everything I expected
from a relationship...

But wait!
Is what I'm saying the truth?
Well actually no!

I hoped for a companion
not a "known person"
I wanted love
you just gave me headaches
I wanted a friend
you made me your enemy.

But why? I may ask...
Maybe because you were
insecure of what you feel
and just maybe didn't wanted
to be alone...

But you did well playing
with my heart...
Yes! you broken it into millions
of pieces that no one is capable of
put them back together now.

You know what?
You were a nice experience in my life...
For you I made too many sacrifices for nothing!

But I don't hate you...
I just admire the way
you destroy beautiful things...