Poem: Taken

I didn't know how it started it
i just follow your game,
your sweetness just seduced me.
I couldn't resist.

I started thinking...
What is he trying to say?
Is he into me...?
or is it all in my head?

Your silly games continue,
they were getting so close...
so personal...
so hot...

My head is still spining...
I still dream about you.
That night on the river...
just me and you.

Your breathing...
Your touch...
Your lips...
It was a religious experience!

Every part of my body desires you.
I just want to be with you...
Be in your arms forever.
But i know is not goin to happen...

You are TAKEN.

Poem: Dolor in Spanglish

Solo quiero que me escuches!
Don't be that mean to me,
i just want to tell you
the way i'm feeling.

No aguanto mas esta pena;
it's stings like a bee
esta pena me condena
i can be like this...

My heart feels troubled,
and my mind is just wasted.
Ay Dios mio esta pena...
me mata y me envenena!

You are my friend and i love you.
significas mucho para mi,
pero tu forma de tratarme
is not what it used to be.

It hurts a lot to be like this
por favor! No puedo mas...
Bring me back my little kid!
El niño que aprendi a amar.

Solo quiero que comprendas
what you mean in my life.
That whatever happens i'll be here
incluso si te quieres matar.

La muerte no es la solucion a nada
y menos si estas en soledad
just think of me as your helper,
the friend that have your back.

I just need that kid...
the one that make me believe in him
the one that i care for
el que un dia conoci!

Estas simples letras
makes my head go wonder
pero si no escribo lo que pienso
my heart wouldn't be humble...

In English or Spanish...
que tal Spanglish
no importa lo que sea
or whatever i said
te pido que vuelvas!

Te extraño... I miss you...

Monologue: Why the Fuck am I running?

Desperately i found my self running...
but from what?
My heart is beating fast
i can't just control it

I keep running...

Everything is dark... i just hear my breathing
I feel the humidity of the place I'm in
I have never been here before

I can't keep running... I don't know why I'm running!
why am I running?

I'm running from my self..
I'm running 'cuz i miss you
I'm running 'cuz my friends love me
should i run 'cuz of that?

What the fuck!
I start running again!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Now I'm falling!

I start to think about why i started running on the first place...

My friend is pissed at me...
My mom knows im bisexual... she thinks im gay
My fucking car is broken!
Fuck im screwed!

Where the heck am i?
Fuck ... nooooooooooooooooooooo

I'm in my fucking mind!

Poem: I thought I just lost you

I thought i just lost you
when you say your last goodbye
when that light shut off
the night you leaved my room

I thought I just lost you
when with hate you regret my care
when you didn't need me
when you pushed me away

I thought I just lost you
when my heart broke in tears
when it hurt like never before
when you leave me all alone

I thought I just lost you
when I found my self alone in my room
when we used to fight
when we used to text...
when we used to IM

I thought I just lost you...

I thought I just lost you...

I thought it...

It was just a nightmare...