Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Monologue: Why the Fuck am I running?

Desperately i found my self running...
but from what?
My heart is beating fast
i can't just control it

I keep running...

Everything is dark... i just hear my breathing
I feel the humidity of the place I'm in
I have never been here before

I can't keep running... I don't know why I'm running!
why am I running?

I'm running from my self..
I'm running 'cuz i miss you
I'm running 'cuz my friends love me
should i run 'cuz of that?

What the fuck!
I start running again!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Now I'm falling!

I start to think about why i started running on the first place...

My friend is pissed at me...
My mom knows im bisexual... she thinks im gay
My fucking car is broken!
Fuck im screwed!

Where the heck am i?
Fuck ... nooooooooooooooooooooo
I'm in my fucking mind!

1 comment:

Omi-Chan said...

This is deep shit man!!! I like it. It is really controversial but also it shows the truth. We run a lot from ourselves, scared, troubled, for any reason the world possess. I like it but here are some tips in grammar...myself (instead of my self)ok i will copy/paste with some grammar corrections the structure is not meant to be touched if you like to edit it is up to you...


Desperately, i found myself running...
but from what?
My heart is beating fast-
i can't just control it

I keep running...

Everything is dark... i just hear my breathing…
I feel the humidity of the place I am.
I have never been here before…

I can't keep running... I don't know why I'm running!
why am I running?

I'm running from myself…
I'm running 'cuz i miss you
I'm running 'cuz my friends love me
should i run 'cuz of that?

What the fuck!
I start running again!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Now I'm falling!

I start to think about why i started running on the first place...

My friend is pissed at me...
My mom knows I’m bisexual... she thinks I’m gay.
My fucking car is broken!
Fuck I’m screwed!

Where the heck am i?
Fuck ... nooooooooooooooooooooo
I'm in my fucking mind!